[She's seen some shit(TM) since being here on the ship. She's younger but also thinner, more exhausted, and weary. But she's also heard things too and seeing Anders again when she wasn't sure she would is so strange. Things had been friendly, awkward, then friendly again and now when she looks at him the fact that he apparently starts a massive war across Thedas gnaws on the back of her mind.

It's funny to try and reconcile.]

Not at all unless it involves alcohol. Which we are sorely lacking out here, I'm afraid to say. So we're going to have to square our shoulders and tarry on through the horrors of thinking.