[Adam frowns as he tries to take in all the information that Ronan's giving him. He stays leaning against him, eyes closed and reaching to take his hand again and holding it tight. As angry as he could get he's so in love with this stupid boy already. Maybe he has been for longer than he knew because he really didn't know what love was supposed to feel like, how it's supposed to be different than friendship.
And with Ronan the lines had blurred in such a slow burn way that he had hardly noticed until the fire was blazing in the confusion of their sudden kisses that first time. He didn't think he could love anyone else like this, it didn't stop even when he was apart from Ronan and that's another reason he was certain he'd always come back to him.]
That... [He exhales heavily, the new information trying to process with what he knew already. He presses his face into Ronan's neck pressing a few kisses along the curve of it.] I wish I would have been here for you...
[But he might have made it worse. his hand tightens slightly because he'd almost killed Ronan.]
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And with Ronan the lines had blurred in such a slow burn way that he had hardly noticed until the fire was blazing in the confusion of their sudden kisses that first time. He didn't think he could love anyone else like this, it didn't stop even when he was apart from Ronan and that's another reason he was certain he'd always come back to him.]
That... [He exhales heavily, the new information trying to process with what he knew already. He presses his face into Ronan's neck pressing a few kisses along the curve of it.] I wish I would have been here for you...
[But he might have made it worse. his hand tightens slightly because he'd almost killed Ronan.]