( dutch knows better than to show weakness like this, to give away so much — but not only does it get more difficult to remember those lessons when she's as overwhelmed as she was earlier, as she still is to a point, it's alvis. there's only a handful of people dutch trusts at all, and he's quite possibly in third place on that short list.
when dutch laughs, it's a hard sound, short. ) Yeah. Me neither. ( she grabs the last of her stuff, and then - ) Let's go. ( putting distance between the pool and herself sounds like a great idea right now. if johnny was here, dutch wouldn't run away, she'd make him do an analysis, figure it out, do something about it.
as it is? johnny isn't here, and dutch can't deal with this on her own. )
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when dutch laughs, it's a hard sound, short. ) Yeah. Me neither. ( she grabs the last of her stuff, and then - ) Let's go. ( putting distance between the pool and herself sounds like a great idea right now. if johnny was here, dutch wouldn't run away, she'd make him do an analysis, figure it out, do something about it.
as it is? johnny isn't here, and dutch can't deal with this on her own. )