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T E S T D R I V E |
"Don’t know when I’ll be back again."
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T E S T D R I V E |
"Don’t know when I’ll be back again."
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( space isn't new for dutch, but this ship is. she already misses lucy, and she misses johnny and dav. she has no idea how the transportation system of this ship managed to circumvent lucy's defences, and the thought that this vessel is so much more powerful than dutch's own ship is worrisome to say the least.
dutch doesn't look particularly worried while looking at the stars outside, glancing the meteor now and again. instead, she looks thoughtful, and should someone approach her, she'll turn to them. ) I don't recognize any of these stars. Do you?
( dutch doesn't look worried, but that doesn't mean she isn't. it's just that she's been trained from a young age not to let her feelings show, not to show any sign of weakness. it's training that keeps her stance casual, almost relaxed. the gun strapped to her thigh helps a little, as does the knife hidden in her boot.
she can handle herself — but she hates the thought of leaving johnny and dav so soon after they've gotten dav back, and she hates the idea of not knowing where she is, of not knowing if khylen is behind this, if he's her enemy at all — she's never been much of a fan of uncertainty, and this is taking it to a whole new level. )
( dutch doesn't go swimming immediately after her arrival, but she makes her way into the pool eventually. she can't remember the last time she went swimming, and ultimately the temptation seems greater than the risk, so she strips off her weapons and clothes and wades into the water, kicking off the side of the pool to cross it with sure strokes — only to falter near the middle. there's a noise caught in dutch's throat that she won't let out, something afraid and small. she isn't a little girl anymore, though, she isn't the child who was given a weapon and told that it's him or you and never let it be you, who learned to kill and not ask why.
she isn't, but right now she feels as though she is. dutch had told johnny that she's tired of playing defence, but right now, she can't even seem to muster any of her defences. her strokes are far less certain as she turns to swim back to the side of the pool where she's left her clothes as fast as she can, heaving herself out of the water and skirting away from the edge, naked and afraid, looking around for the man who'd taught her everything she knows, how to kill and how to master her own pain, how not to be weak —
and she is weak right now. the thought is enough to put some anger into her eyes, warring with the despair still clinging to her like the wet droplets of water from the pool. dutch reaches for her gun with one hand, though she doesn't point it at anyone or anything, doesn't even undo the safety. )
What the hell was that?
[ this is... all a little much to take in. one second he's limping up to the normandy's medbay, and the next he's pulled onto a strange ship in a strange galaxy by technology he can barely fathom. and all this after fighting reapers and trying to stop the end of the world as he knows it.
hell of a day, really.
which leads him to the observation deck. he wasn't exactly planning to come here, look at the stars and that strange asteroid, it just happened as he was exploring the ship and trying to get his bearings. it's calming, in a way. looking out at the void that is at once familiar and alien. grounding, however ironic that may be.
he huffs out a laugh at the thought, cocking his head to one side as his gaze is drawn again to the asteroid. ] Could be worse. [ he muses to himself.
there could be reapers. ]
[ navigating a new ship is hard. navigating a new ship while strange glowing creatures suck all the light out of the place? now that's just not fair. which is why, when he gets a chance, garrus leans in close to one of the things. maybe there's a way to get them to share a little more light than they already are. ]
Ow!
[ or the thing could bite him on the mandible when he gets too close.
garrus watches as it floats off into the depths of the ship, bringing one hand up to rub at his sore face. too bad it couldn't get him on the side with all the scars. he probably wouldn't have felt that as much. and, as the thing rounds a corner, he realizes that the hallway is now darker than he thought it could get. so much for the attempt to try and get some more light around here. ]
[Raiden is no stranger to any of these feelings. Like the walls are closing in, like he's choking on his own breath. Like he needs to escape. He knows it, but he's never really learned to manage it.]
[There's nobody nearby, not that he can tell, but Raiden can't shake the feeling he's being watched. Being seen. It only fuels his need to get out of here.]
[It's what has him at the escape hatch, looking for some kind of... A weak point or something.Maybe he should've paid more attention when people were explaining stuff to him about the ship-- he has no idea how to open this thing.]
[Now this is something Raiden knows how to deal with.]
[Just fight it.]
[Or, well. Kinda scoot 'em along by smacking them with your sword. They don't seem overly hostile, and kinda scurry away when they've been spooked. He has to use his NV filter, which makes them obscenely bright, but at least he can see his way around? That's pretty great.]
[He tries too shoo this latest one along before it absorbs all the light in the area, giving it a little smack with the flat of his sword to give it a spook and send it on its way. The thing responds by turning and biting his sword in response, obviously pretty mad about it. Which is understandable, really.]
Uh... [Raiden holds up his sword, little light creature firmly latched on the end of it.] I don't know what to do about this.
[He wiggles his sword. It does not let go.]
[Thane is the sort of man who is very much used to being in full control of his situation at any given time. So to say that he is unsettled by recent developments would be something of an understatement.
Not that anyone who sees him could tell.
Not that anyone can currently see him.
He has for the time being sequestered himself in the shadows, patiently listening and observing the activities of those around him. Ideally he hopes to gain a better understanding of his circumstances, but observation and reflection can only reveal so much.]
Meeting a stranger:
[After quite a lot of quiet observation, Thane unfolds himself from the shadows and approaches, carefully placing himself within visual range as he draws near so as not to cause alarm when he finally speaks. His voice, when he speaks, contains both gravel and a rasp. There's an inhuman quality to it, although at the same time the timbre could, in the right circumstances, be mistaken for that of a veteran chain-smoker.]
Apologies for the trouble; Would you mind if I asked you a few questions about this place?
Meeting a comrade:
[When he sees a familiar face - not something he had been expecting to happen, but nevertheless had hoped for - Thane slips from the shadows and approaches directly, although his careful nature balks at such openness. He does not wish to startle a comrade, however, so it is a necessary - if still uncomfortable - action.]
I'm not sure whether or not to be grateful that I'm not alone here.
[Because it is a pretty dubious situation, after all.]
[The gently glowing, gently drifting beings remind Thane of the Hanar, at least in outward appearance. The similarities were merely cosmetic, however. Hanar as individuals tend to be very polite, and as a species are not particularly violent.
They also don't have teeth.
He'd had no problem avoiding the teeth once he'd noticed them, of course, and is currently simply watching the luminescent creatures from a safe distance, oddly comforted by their familiarity despite their strangeness.
And if he happens to notice someone else attempting to inspect or touch the things, he can warn them, hopefully before a finger is lost --
--Like that person, over there.]
Caution is recommended; they seem very willing to bite.
[Advance apologies for startling anyone with his seemingly disembodied voice]
Choose your own adventure.
"It's abstract, yo." (obs. deck)
the sun in flight
[Armin is crying by the time he gets out of the pool. Fat, useless tears dribbling down his cheeks. His hands are shaking as he goes through the motions of drying himself off. He crouches with the towel around his shoulders, rocking back and forth on his heels. He sniffles a little, still sad as his long hair is still damp and dripping down his neck. When someone enters with the clear intent to go swimming, he calls over to them:]
Wait-- don't dive in, there's something wrong with the water!
[For once Armin's almost-supernatural intuition is failing him. He's uncertain if those feelings have been brought about somehow by the light of the asteroid, or if he's simply that unhappy. Most of the time he can push the blackness back in his mind, but now it seems stuck to him, clinging like stray water droplets he can't entirely shake free.]
I'm sorry, I know this is a strange thing to ask - but I think we should both try sticking our hand in the water at the same time, slowly. I think it's having some kind of... mood-altering affect. If we both test it at once, we'll know for sure.
[Armin knows he sounds and looks feeble, blotchy and bleary from crying, damp and small and young.]
Please.
[Armin has never liked walls. Everyone says that walls contain, that they keep everyone safe, but it's difficult not to see them as anything but a form as imprisonment. This morning he could have sworn the ceiling was an inch away from his nose. He pushed back against it in a panic, but his hands touched nothing. He hasn't felt right ever since.
On a logical level, he understands the need for walls in an air tight environment. From what he's read about space, it makes sense.
But he hates them. And it's only getting worse.
There's someone watching him. Armin can't be sure why, or what it wants, but he's deeply uneasy. Sometimes he thinks he feels something like a claw brushing his shoulder, a whisper in his ear - his fears and memories brought to life. He's a shuddering mess, dark circles under his eyes, as he sets his tray down on a table with a clang.]
Excuse me. [There's someone here. It feels like there's never anyone anywhere, lately.] Didn't meant for that to be so loud. Um. Weird question. How many times have people tried to escape here?
[It's been a long time since Armin has fired a weapon. The ones at this gallery are far more advanced than what he's used to. It takes him a round or two to get past the difference in size and shape, the kickback is different, the sound of it. The entire experience is surreal. The smell of it is different. He never liked the smell of gunpowder, yet he finds himself missing it.
They're out in the middle of nowhere, and Armin has precious few he can trust. There's really no telling what they might run into out here. The presence of the armory and shooting range, the weapon system of the space ship all point to that. No matter his negative emotions toward handling weapons - toward being willing to kill so easily - he knows it is necessary. There's no point in fighting it anymore. He's fallen in every sense of the word.
Captain Levi said his hands are dirty now. It's truer now more than ever.
By the time his session is coming to an end, he's hitting his marks or quite close each time. He pauses a moment when someone else enters, instinctively wary of the newcomer.] ...Hi. [He says with a curt nod, not taking off his safety gear. It occurs to him some might have a problem with a 16-year-old firing off weapons, but too late now.]
[There is so much out there it feels suffocating. Armin has been standing watching the the stars for what feels like hours. He feels small at the best of times, right now the slender teenager feels microscopic. How could he have imagined he would somehow turn up in a place even further from the world he knew, even less tenuously connected to anything familiar? His chest hurts with the effort of trying to calm his breathing. He's clenching his jaw - isn't sure he can unclench it.
There is a void in his heart in the place where things like tears and panic usually flow from. Armin is dried up. 16 and cynical. He never thought he could miss being a weakling crybaby. But this hurts worse, in a way, being so frozen he cannot react.
As if reading his mood, the orange striped kitten in his arms lets out a mew, demanding his attention. Armin tears his gaze away from the starscape, scratching behind the kitten's ears.]
There, there Liza. I think I saw some new playmates for you darting around.
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