[Ronan can feel the pain in that kiss. In that first moment, he assumes it's because they've been apart for ages, and Adam either missed him or...
- Wait. He wasn't gone?]
I didn't disappear? The night of my birthday, I stayed with you?
[Thank God. Thank God. Thank God. He'd thought of it so often, how Adam might have felt when he blinked and found Ronan suddenly gone. If he would think it was the result of some fucked-up magic, or - worse - whether he'd think it was Ronan himself playing some cruel joke. More than anything, he hated the idea that Adam would think he'd been abandoned, when what Ronan wanted more than anything was to make sure Adam never felt like he was alone in the world ever again.
Ronan's hands slide back, thumbs stroking Adam's cheeks as he stays close and basks in Adam's warmth and the feeling of Adam's breath against his skin and life restored and his heart filled and this piece of his soul returned to him.]
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- Wait. He wasn't gone?]
I didn't disappear? The night of my birthday, I stayed with you?
[Thank God. Thank God. Thank God. He'd thought of it so often, how Adam might have felt when he blinked and found Ronan suddenly gone. If he would think it was the result of some fucked-up magic, or - worse - whether he'd think it was Ronan himself playing some cruel joke. More than anything, he hated the idea that Adam would think he'd been abandoned, when what Ronan wanted more than anything was to make sure Adam never felt like he was alone in the world ever again.
Ronan's hands slide back, thumbs stroking Adam's cheeks as he stays close and basks in Adam's warmth and the feeling of Adam's breath against his skin and life restored and his heart filled and this piece of his soul returned to him.]