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T E S T D R I V E |
"living is an act of courage."
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T E S T D R I V E |
"living is an act of courage."
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[A child ends up on the deck plating, face down, their hair an untidy spill over their shoulders and across the floor. You might easily mistake them for something dead (ha ha), something cast-off. A corpse.b; according to all known laws of aviation there is no way the bee should be able to fly; cw self-harm references
Then they move.
Their fingers twitch, dragging over the matte black of the ground. It is not like a fistful of flowers or grave dirt. The ground is not comprised of rich earth, and it does not crumble beneath their touch. It's atypically firm - solid.
When they lift their head to peer into the murk, their eyes are a bright and unnatural red. Their cheeks are rosy, a smile alight as though printed on their features.
They're still here.
Of course they're still here.
They start to laugh almost at once. It's high and bright, like glass shards tinkling against the floor, like knives scraped over a hard surface, as they right themself, pulling their body to their feet. They stare at their hands, and they laugh as they blink, feeling the scrape of eyelashes against air and skin, the sensation of a body that is theirs and not someone else's, a body that should be withered into nothing more than bleached bones and blackish rot but isn't. They're even in the clothes they were wearing when they fed that poison into their veins.
The sensation of being is so abnormal and unnatural that they almost forget that it is - not typical to have flowers (golden flowers, of course) cropping up out of one's skin, all along one wrist and up their arms and out of the side of their neck, mossy growths of it clinging to their cheeks and the skin of their collarbone.
How disgusting.
They laugh and laugh and laugh, the sound jagged and hateful and overly shrill, violently uncontained as it echoes.
They're still here.
Of course they're still here.
This is it, then. Their own personal hell. Why not, then? That's where kids like them should be, is it not? Of course. Of course it is.]
When their awareness is theirs once more (was it ever?), they are sequestered in the dark of something massive and rocky and cave-like. Perhaps they are too shameful to be exposed to the light of day. To touch something as fragile and kind as life and light - that was never for kids like them, was it?
No. They are better off in here, in the gloom. They can pick flowers off the skin of their arms and wrists and around their shoulders and smile as each plucking motion yields a fresh stab of agony, as though ripping the hair from their scalp.
Maybe they'll bleed out.
Wouldn't that be something.
How would this world find a way to bring them back this time? Why, they have no idea. Why don't they find out?
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